I accidentally watched this show about virgins and it made me really fucking glad I never made a big deal about losing mine because that shit is fucked up and awkward as hell. When it happens it happens and I waited until I loved someone and that’s all that matters. Shit people are awkward.
The most magical thing out there is not having to try when you’re around someone. You act, say, feel whatever you want and you don’t have to worry about it. You just do it. You don’t think about it. You can pour your heart out in a conversation and not be afraid of how the other person will respond. Shit, like you can be crying and screaming at each other and the next second you’re fucking each other’s brains out but it’s not even a big deal.
God I’ve done the stupidest shit in front of my best friend, but he’s still there for me when I call him crying in the middle of the night. Because that’s what best friends do.
Or is that just a burden that they probably don’t want to bear in the first place? Fuck.